To be given permission, space, and time to let it just flow. In my case it could be more like pour. The exhaustion and drain from the week all released from every cell in my body. Instead I sit here tense listening to the screams and cries of my 5 month old as we attempt a nap. As he begins to quiet I then again tense up with the fear that my 3 year old will make a noise and get the baby started all over again. how I long for a moment to breath with no tension or worry. 'Ah cunamatata'. And then when I get that moment it all seems so simple and possible. It is as they say...easier said then done. Breath, just breath!
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